It has been a long time, baby.

While I'm not confident in what I write I do feel like I need to write more. And not just the important stuff I am procrastinating. I have only myself to blame for being in this constant state of writing fear which is what I am in. I was to write but I'm afraid of it, that it will change everything. While I want change I fear it too. I feel like I'm trapped in "fear" that strange Patrick Swayze inspirational speaker in Donnie Darko would try to talk me out of.